| | Time: | 09:48 am | | Current Mood: | cold |
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| | just ... **sigh** depressed .. not sure y ... it could be that my best friend doesn't understand whats going on and why i am doing stuff .... god this sux .... i miss chris ... i get to see him on sat .. ^o^ ... can't wait .... and i am freezing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | 80s | | Time: | 08:57 am | | Current Mood: | sick |
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| i just saw him yesterday ... he came in to work after me!!!! ... and he came like over an hour early!!! ... so we hung out ... for a while ..... GOD i missed him .... we are planning to stay together ... which makes me happy ... and we don't believe that there is a restraining order bc its been 2 weeks and neither of us has recieved anything about it ... so we don't believe there is one. we've decided that as soon as im 18 that i am gonna move out and we are gonna get an appartment together. i can't wait to see him EVERYDAY!!!!!!!! God i love him! ..... **sigh**
im really super sick .. after i got home from work yesterday ... i called chris and then i fell asleep for like 13 hrs .... omg ... thats a lot!!!!!!!!!! i still feel the effects of being sick now but not as bad especially since i am taking day quill ... helps a lot ... im even kinda hungry! 326 more days till i am 18!!! and then i can be with chris forever!!!! | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | christmas | | Time: | 12:19 pm | | Current Mood: | scared |
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| | ..... i'm just scared now that he is gonna like another girl ... i hope he doesn't .... please don't let him ..... d**** .... :'( | comments: Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | jingle bell rock | | Time: | 09:30 am | | Current Mood: | indescribable |
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| i just found out one of the best things i could possible find out now ..... wull ... we'll just start with all that happened with yesterday.....
went to work .... and when i sighned in i saw 3 new names ... like Stacy, Dawn, and CHRIS!!!! ... all these things went running through my mind ... is my bf working here ... oh god ... that could cause so much drama but at the same time yea for him this is a great job ..... wull i worried for that one for about like 4 hrs until my boss came in and was like you know your bf is workin here and i was like i do now .... she was all surprised that i didn't know but anywayz ... i didn't know what to do so i called megan when i got home and she was like you need to tell your mom she will be happy with your responsibilityness .... so i did and my mom was upset but she isn't gonna do anything about it as long as we don't do anything stupid ... like talk to eachother *rolls eyes* .... but then i told her that no matter how many times she tells me that i can't see him till im 18 i am still gonna believe that someday she will let me ... and she was like wull mostlikely yes ... its just that now i can't talk about it .... its just too hard ..... so i have something to look forward to thats not 8 million years away now ... i have a hope an aspiration!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
& its 333 days till i turn 18 ..... !!!!yes!!!! | comments: Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | none | | Time: | 07:39 am | | Current Mood: | depressed |
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| | Omg i can't believe her ..... first she grounds me from him and then when she found out that we had sex she is now fileing a restraining order ..... wtf????? ....... god i hate her .... now i can't see him until 11 months :'( | comments: Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | 80s | | Time: | 07:24 am | | Current Mood: | excited |
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| I am super excited because i've been grounded from my boyfriend for a month and its already been a week but i miss him like crazy so i am gonna call him see as i am at work and that he is gonna come over seeing as my mom *B!TCH* is going to be busy so that she cannot come here and be like hey you can't do that cuz i am a piss face! .... and i am gonna ask him if he can bring me over some cigs .... ya know what i ALWAYS get grounded ... its like i can't live unless i am .... GOD DAMNIT IT SUCKZ .... i miss him sooooooo much ...... *sigh* i hope that he can come over .... he has nothing that i am aware of today .....
JESUS .... my mom is awful .... she made me go to this set up for this craft bizar thing ... and before we left i sat in the car for a good 30 min crying cuz i miss chris soooo much ... and she just came in and sat down in the car and was like hey can you turn you music down ....... wtf ?????? ... www.wtf.com??? god Frickin idiot!!!! | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | 80's | | Time: | 08:36 am | | Current Mood: | artistic |
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| some random question thingie.... [08 Jul 2004|02:32am] thirteen random things you like:
01) running around random stores and braking light bulbs ... haha zack 02) having ppl sing to me on the phone ... it doesn't matter if they suck as long as it has FEELING behind it ... *giggles* 03) hot magenta pink 04) my own zumic 05) boxerz 06) cigs 07) piercings 08) laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa <----- that yes i liked that A LOT!!!! 09) books 10) when my name is spelled with 3 "n"'s ... does AdriennNe look normal to you ... no but i enjoy it a lot 11) whenever i am dating someone other ppl like me but when i am single .. they don't ... hey that's not too good on their part ... lol too bad 4 them 12) 7 ... its my random number .. it has been for at least 2 years ... pretty cool huh??? 13) how at my work i don't do much except for sit around until its time to clean or make coffee
twelve movies:
01) a night at the roxbury 02) bruce almighty 03) shallow hale 04) darkness falls ... i don't care what they say it is a frickin scarry movie ... and now i am scared of the tooth fairy :'( 05) exorsist 06) dark crystal 07) empire records 08) encino man ... (sp)??? 09) zoolander 10) anchor man 11) dodgball 12) old school
eleven good bands/artists:
01) bright eyes 02) taking back sunday 03) evanescence 04) alannah myles ... just because of the song black velvet ... love it!!! 05) pet shop boyz 06) white stripes 07) yellow card 08) kiss 09) matalica 10) guns and roses 11) aerosmith
ten things about you:
01) i am shy around boyz 02) i am ungrounded :D 03) i am 5'4'' 1/2 ... its the half that makes me sound bigger ;-) 04) i love salmon 05) i just got cheated on :'( 06) music is my life ... i love it to death 07) i am ceasars wife in julius ceasar .. by shakespear :-D ... i am soooooo excited .. ya'll should come and see me 08) i wish i had better handwriting 09) i only look like a prep ... :p 10) i LOVE candy
nine good friends: (in no particular order)
01) zack 02) molly 03) megan 04) sam 05) marisa 06) adrienne ... only spelled with one "n" lol 07) julian 08) cole 09) makenzie
eight favorite foods/drinks:
01) hunny grilled salmon 02) 7up 03) huge greasy hamburgers from mickie d's 04) stake 05) sex on the beach ;-D 06) amaretto steemer 07) chicken noodle soup 08) moose tracks ice cream
seven things you wear daily: NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH!! just kidding 01) bra 02) panties 03) pants or skirt ... rarely 04) contacts 05) flip flops ... with the exception of work and school 06) shirt ... sometimes ... *giggles* 07) earings ... oh yes i finished it
six things that annoy you:
01) saying fur instead of for ex: "i am going fur a walk" 02) saying ta instead of to for ex: "i'm going ta the mall" 03) chewing with ur mouth open 04) two-faced ppl 05) leaving lights on when ur not in the room 06) ppl who look up porn or stuff about gettin with married women on the computers at work
five things you touch everyday:
01) food 02) computer keyz 03) earlobes ... i change my earrings almost everday :-D .. i treat my earrings with love so they won't feel left alone i wear one everyday 04) cell phone 05) hair ... i can't help myself
four shows you watch:
01) absolutly fabulous 02) rugrats 03) sat night live 04) fairly odd parents
three celebrities you have a crush on:
01) jonny depp 02) steven tyler 03) brendan fegr
two people on myspace that you have kissed:
none i do believe
one person you could spend the rest of your life with:
01) my prince charming ..... lol :-D idk u tell me... | comments: Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | a little bit of this a little bit of that > don't know name | | Time: | 07:14 pm | | Current Mood: | cold |
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| | yup that ass hole cheated on me ... but its funny now that i know that he did .... i don't really care ... he is gone and thats good .... most likely him being from germany and all i won't ever see him again ... :-P .... i haven't been single in a forever long time .... it seems weird to me ... like if ppl mention their bf's or what not i would be like ... "oh yea my bf .... oh wait" lol i find it kind a amusing .... anywho ... i kinda, sorta like one of my ex's ... its weird cuz everyone said that he liked me when me and dante were going out but i never noticed it b4 .... and then when dante went home it was like this guy REALLY wanted to spend time with me .... but now that i am single ... its like he is backing off ... maybe he thinks that i need some cooling off time or something .... hmmm interesting :-D ...... omg i am so eeffing tired .... i've only gotten like 4 hrs of sleep within the past two days .... at work right now ... its totally dead! grrr .... molly and zack should be comming over soon ... hopefully ... if their parents let them :-( .... darnit to heck .... yes ... the reunion for my trip is soon and it's at this guyz house that was tryin to get wit me on the trip .... oh dear! .... lol ... i am excited tho cuz i get to see mckenzie, adrienne, marisa, chris, julian again .... we had some really good times ;-) | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment  |
|  first place we staied at ... aint it beautiful?
 random building
 took this pic for stupid reasons
 i miss the beach
 this was crazy

 hey, man, emu's are cool!
 random building again
 my friend cole
 did the dingo ate your baby?
 sydney opera house
 this was really cool art that was in the opera house
 random building AGAIN
 ah the greenness of new z
 haha julian
 renee is supposed to look like she is smelling the flower but now it just looks like she is tryin to eat it!
 chris' head ... marisa and i braded his hair!
 chris yet again .. acting crazy cool!
 marisa
 took this pic for dumb reasons too
 i really enjoy this pic ... it has a neatness to it
 bling bling motor co ... need i say more?
 this random pic i took and i love it!
 Makenzie ... and my lolly | comments: Leave a comment  |
| | Time: | 12:04 am | | Current Mood: | depressed |
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| how come guyz can just say that they love someone and want to spend the rest of their life with um and then cheat on um when they aren't around? supposidly that little ass hole cheated on me .... he told me he loved me .... said we were gonna spend forever togeter ..... and i believed him .... he always told me that he wasn't the kind of boy that would do stupid things to their girlfriends like cheat on um ... he told me that he wouldn't need to cheat on me because there wasn't anyone better ........... GOD i wish this is some huge missunderstanding .... but i won't be able to find out till that little fucker makes contact with me cuz he is too perfectly on vaca with his fam in France ... how could he have said those things to me and they ment nothing? | comments: Leave a comment  |
| | I HATE LIFE .......... THIS WORLD IS AWFUL .......... AND GERMAN BOYZ ARE COCK MUNCHERZ! | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
| 1. Copy this whole list into your journal. 2. Bold/underline the things that are true about you. 3. Whatever you don't bold/underline is false.
01. I miss somebody right now 02. I don't watch much TV these days 03. I love olives 04. I love sleeping 05. I own lots of books 06. I wear glasses or contact lenses (not all the time though) 07. I love to play video games 08. I've tried marijuana 09. I've watched porn movies 10. I have been in a threesome 11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship 12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy 13. I have acne free skin 14. I like and respect Al Sharpton 15. I curse frequently 16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year 17. I have a hobby 18. I've been told I: (women) have a nice butt, (men) am packing. 19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me 20. I'm really, really smart so people tell me 21. I've never broken someone's bones 22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal 23. I hate the rain 24. I'm paranoid at times 25. I would get plastic surgery 26. I need money right now! 27. I love Sushi 28. I talk really, really fast 29. I have fresh breath in the morning 30. I have semi-long hair 31. I have lost money in Las Vegas 32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister 33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S. 34. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis 35. I have a twin 36. I have worn fake hair/nails/eyelashes in the past 37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. 38. I like the way that I look 39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months 40. I know how to do cornrows 41. I am usually pessimistic 42. I have mood swings 43. I think prostitution should be legalized 44. I think Britney Spears is hot 45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past 46. I have a hidden talent 47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have 48. I think that I'm popular 49. I am currently single 50. I have kissed someone of the same sex 51. I enjoy talking on the phone 52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants 53. I love to shop. 54. I would rather shop than eat 55. I would classify myself as ghetto. 56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders 57. I'm obsessed with my Livejournal 58. I don't hate anyone. 59. I'm a pretty good dancer 60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington 61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother 62. I have a cell phone 63. I believe in God 64. I watch MTV on a daily basis 65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. 66. I love drama 67. I have never been in a real relationship before 68. I've rejected someone before 69. I currently have a crush on someone 70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life 71. I want to have children in the future 72. I have changed a diaper before 73. I've called the cops on a friend before 74. I bite my nails 75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club 76. I'm not allergic to anything 77. I have a lot to learn 78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger 79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie 80. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes 81. I'm online 24/7 82. I have at least 5 away messages saved 83. I have tried alcohol or drugs before 84. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past 85. I own the "South Park" movie 86. I have avoided assignments at work or school to be on Livejournal 87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum 88. I enjoy country music 89. I would die for my best friends 90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza 91. I watch soap operas whenever I can 92. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist 93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career 94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all 95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story" 96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy 97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it 98. I have dated a close friend's ex 99. I'm happy as of this moment | comments: Leave a comment  |
| GAWD! i am so frickin hyper ... i just got off of work like 2 hours ago and the whole time there danielle thought i was a psycho ... my most favoritest thing to drink there is amoretto steemer ... oh its awsome ... i love it i love it i love it! ..... well i am talkin to my friend suzy who might bring me some cigs on sat and my friend molly who is schooper cool ... and this random boy named josh who just started im-ing me .... crazy ..... i am way too hyper to go to bed right now ... plus i find out if i made julius ceasar today ... cuz its like 12 ... yahoo .... oh i hope i did ... and plus it makes it one more day clozer to when dante calls me ..... *SIGH* i miss him greatly .... stupid ass bag .... idk what that means i just made it up ... :-D .... have you ever wondered why when you type in smilie faces they are always sidewayz ... i mean i know why ... but why .... like why is it accepted in the ways of our society on the internet .... omg this guy just asked me what it means if you can tie a cherry stem in a not .... geez o peets .... now i am just going plane psycho sleep = bad .... yes that is VERY true ... | comments: Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | temptations | | Subject: | change is good | | Time: | 11:44 am | | Current Mood: | bored |
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| | one thing that everyone probably hated was on the second to last day in New Zealand we went to this repeling place and the people there were super hyper and what not. but thats me and that was awsome ... after we repeled they were talking about stepping out of your comfort zone ... which i thought was very very true so i have decided to start doing that ... and i started with quitting guard .. a lot of ppl were upsett but it was my decision ... and i made it and i am happy with it .... i wish ppl wanted to do stuff ... i think i'll call amanda and chat with her see if she wants to do something ... yes that is a good idea! | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | none suprisingly enough | | Subject: | *back home* | | Time: | 02:52 pm | | Current Mood: | artistic |
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| Hey i just got back home 2 days ago from my trip to austraila and new zealand (lotr country) YAHOO! it was great fun .... yup :-) made some good friends and got to do some crazy things that i would probably never do in any other situation ... like ab sailing or repeling (which ever you call it) I decided that i am going to quit guard and do more arts and music things. which was a big step and an exciting one ... i might have a job comming to me working at a cafe ... that will be exciting ... yup! hmmm ... what else can i say ... my boyfriend went back home so i have no one to cuddle with ... i miss him a lot (he lives in germany) *tear* I would love to just go out and do something but alas i cannot my mum is out and i have to babysitt my bro .. i wish that i could write more but there really isn't much for me that i want to say. | comments: Leave a comment  |
| | Time: | 05:28 pm | | Current Mood: | strangly upsett |
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| oh so very sorry peeps....yea my parental units were out a town and i was sad....haha not really ;-) but yes so i had to stay at my aunts house in which there was absolutly no internet :'( mannit! but yes now i am back and with love for all who have missed me....i am not quite sure anyone out there really did miss me....but hey thats ok....cuz i am mostly just talking to myself on here...and well Kali....so i am a schizophrenic...but hey thats ok...at least when i am alone i will have me... :-D... *giggles cutely*
xoxo much love | comments: Leave a comment  |
| it was great!!!!!! we danced to almost all of the songs...yea it was duh bomb....there was one sad part but we will have to confront it soon enough and i just don't want to quite yet.....the fact that my boyfriend has to move back to Germany after school is over is really sad :'( .....yes *tearz* darnit!!! *sigh* well lets think about something else...like....umm ITS CHRISTMAS EVE......YAHOO!!!...yea and my boyfriend is gonna come and watch me sing at midnight mass...yey!!!!
but christmas eve today will be fun because i have to go to my aunts house to have christmas there and i have to go to my g-ma's house after that to have christmas there...that is gonna be great fun... :-) ...yup yup yup....i heart christmas...its the best time of the year...snow is falling, gifts are being exchanged, hearts are being renewed, and love is being showed all around town.....*giggles* bring it around town bring it around town..... | comments: Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | Sweetest Sin | | Subject: | wahoo | | Time: | 08:45 pm | | Current Mood: | chipper |
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| | *giggles* i am soooo very excited tomarrow i have christmas formal and it is my boyfriend's birthday...he is gonna be 17 yup! :-) my dress is soo pretty its red and short and everyone else has long gowns to the ground but thats ok because then i will be different..in a good way ;-)....and for diner we are going to Flattop Grill i love that place it has the best food....yup | comments: Leave a comment  |
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